I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2735 | 2020-12-12 00:10:55 | 63.88 | 95% |
| 777 | 2020-04-17 15:24:02 | 55.45 | 96% |