I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2387 | 2018-07-02 01:30:08 | 85.27 | 95% |
| 16 | 2018-03-17 01:16:58 | 47.59 | 93% |