I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 6228 | 2018-12-27 04:58:39 | 107.85 | 99% |
| 5186 | 2018-06-05 18:42:18 | 95.04 | 97% |