I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4281 | 2020-04-26 08:22:59 | 85.15 | 97% |
| 1560 | 2019-10-20 07:42:55 | 74.81 | 97% |