I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1893 | 2020-12-12 18:47:31 | 61.55 | 94% |
| 1743 | 2020-12-06 21:34:42 | 67.32 | 98% |