I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4040 | 2020-06-05 14:29:55 | 93.55 | 97% |
| 2000 | 2017-07-23 12:18:24 | 77.09 | 96% |