Is there a self? (deckard_4)

Race #2142

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Official speed 84.36 wpm (57.33 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start March 13, 2020 12:47:10am UTC
Race Finish March 13, 2020 12:48:08am UTC
Outcome No win (4 of 5)
Opponents 2. callmekeke (95.61 wpm)
3. shinmyou (85.21 wpm)
5. man_onatree (82.77 wpm)
Accuracy 99.0%
Points 102.64
Text #3810056 (Length: 403 characters)

One of the few things I still miss from my Midwest childhood was this weird, deluded but unshakable conviction that everything around me existed all and only For Me. Am I the only one who had this queer deep sense as a kid? - that everything exterior to me existed only insofar as it affected me somehow? - that all things were somehow, via some occult adult activity, specially arranged for my benefit?