4n2h0ny (4n2h0ny)

Race #508

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Official speed 58.63 wpm (57.51 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start December 15, 2019 1:36:00am UTC
Race Finish December 15, 2019 1:36:58am UTC
Outcome No win (3 of 4)
Opponents 1. lemondemon (72.71 wpm)
4. jasocanfly (50.69 wpm)
Accuracy 97.0%
Points 49.84
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.