imreallytrying (imreallytrying)

Race #208

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Official speed 115.91 wpm (60.56 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start November 7, 2022 7:08:35pm UTC
Race Finish November 7, 2022 7:09:35pm UTC
Outcome No win (2 of 5)
Opponents 1. playslowaverage (137.38 wpm)
Accuracy 96.0%
Points 212.50
Text #4940020 (Length: 585 characters)

There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp, and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape. But even after admitting this, there is no catharsis; my punishment continues to elude me, and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself. No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.